I AM... I AM, A DAUGHTER, A SISTER, A NIECE, A COUSIN, A FRIEND. I AM A STUDENT,A YOUNG GIRL, AND A GROWN WOMAN. I AM CONFIDENT AND SCARED, TERRIFIED AND EXCITED. I AM LOVING AND CARING, AND THOUGHTFUL, AND HOPEFUL. I AM SICK AND TIRED. I AM SHY AND FRIENDLY, AND CAREFUL AND CARLESS. I AM BROKEN AND WHOLE. I AM MISUNDERSTOOD, MISGUIDED AND MISLEAD. I AM HARD WORKING AND DETERMINED, BUT A LITTLE SCARED ON THE INSIDE. I WISH ON STARS AND DREAM MY DREAMS. I PRAY TO GOD AND CRY MY TEARS. I SMILE ON THE OUTSIDE WHILE I'M DYING ON THE INSIDE. I LISTEN TO OTHERS WHO WON'T LISTEN TO ME, I WALK ON EGGSHELLS AND I WALK ON FIRE. I BELIVE IN PASSION BUT NOT TRUE LOVE. I LOVE YOU AND I RUSH YOU AWAY. I WANT YOU BUT NOT SO CLOSE. I AM EVERYTHING AND NOTHING ALL AT ONCE. My feelings and emotions put into words ... I do not think words to describe them are yet invented... I feel so different that i find myself alone, even beeing in a crowd... and yes thats the right word DIFFERENT, so stop saying i'm strange Do you know that every single bad thing makes me die inside a little bit every day?! I DO NOT WANT TO SEE OR HEAR ANYTHING ANYMORE!!! STOP IT, PLESE... YOU ARE ALL HURTING ME Why, when, how did we get to be this way? where did all those amazingly beautiful feelings we had, when we were just children, go? I'm sad, but i keep on smiling... So what if i dream to save the world, so what if it's an unrealistic dream, I'M HAPPY i can still dream! Do u dream anymore? I BELIVE IN THE POWER OF DREAMS!!!. One day u will all realize how much you lost because u stoped dreaming, stop beliving, stop caring, stop felling... in other word stop living... nobody does anymore BUT I DO do you know why? ... because i never forgot how to be a child

Beginning with...
feeling on purpose,the medicinal properties of poetry,a pink rose in wintertime,jasmine tea,butterflies…
walking in the moonlight,reading poetry,
chocolate,smelling the rain,a rose in the wintertime,watching an uplifting movie,collecting stones while walking on a beach,a job well done,taking a quiet walk,seeing the sun come up,watching the sun set,talking to a friend,praying,reading the passage of a book that gently unlocks a mental door,
encouraging other people's hopes and dreams,being proud of myself,closing my eyes and surrendering to my dreams,Beethoven’s Moonlight Sonata,the wind blowing through my fingers,butterflies and wildflowers,listening, smelling and feeling the rain,reaching a goal I set for myself,Christmas time at home,laughing with a group of friends, walking in the rain,perfume,reading,staring into the embers of a fire,crisp apples,hot coffee,good friends,being acknowledged,first snow,bubble gum,meditating,playing in the warm summer rain,church bells in the distance,the wind in the trees,
collecting shells on the beach,sea air,a good night's sleep,random acts of kindness,a good book and time to read,the moon,rainbows,the sun behind a cloud,long lazy afternoons with no schedule,riding a bike,a quiet country road,laying on the sweet summer grass,sleeping in late,laughing until my face hurts,watermelon slices on a summer day,sitting in a field of wildflowers,meeting a friend for lunch,sunsets,night,time alone,vanilla,swimming,cotton candy,cartoons,feeling appreciation,spring mornings,smelling the rain on summer dust,first snow,olive oil,bubble gum,mountains,moonlight,winding rivers,clouds,wildflowers,poetry,fairy tales,being kind to someone,doing something well,the sound of a crackling fire,"Special Occasion" wine on an ordinary day,reading a good book by firelight,taking a drive on a pretty road,rain hitting the window,freesias,strawberries,stone walls,remembering a good dream,cold beer,fresh water,kind words,making wishes on shooting stars,holding the door open for someone,letting TWO cars into the traffic flow instead of just one,reading a quotation that makes me catch my breath because of its profound simplicity,the first warm day of Summer,the first falling leaf of Autumn,the first snowflake of Winter,enjoying all the seasons of nature and of life...,the smell of a new book,smiling,rainbows,waterfalls,
big smiles, lighting up the eyes,listening to music while driving in the rain…TODAY

si ce sa vrea sa fiu...
Daca as fi o cifra, as fi cifra 1.
Daca as fi un element, as fi aerul.
Pentru ca e indispensabil si totusi invizibil.
Daca ar fi sa am o forma simpla, as fi o sfera.
Niciodata nu i se poate determina fata sau spatele.
Daca as fi o zi din saptamana, as fi luni.
Pentru ca imi plac inceputurile entuziaste.
Daca as fi o luna din an, as fi decembrie.
Pentru ca e cea mai emotionala si plina de simboluri.
Daca as fi un material, as fi catifeaua.
Sensibila, fina, greu de asortat.
Daca as fi un instrument muzical, as fi pianul.
Pentru ca este atat de delicat.
Daca as fi arma mortii, as fi otrava.
Pentru ca e discreta si deloc violenta desi fatala.
Daca as fi un mijloc de transport, as fi un avion,
desi am rau de inaltime.
Pentru ca zborul e cea mai provocatoare bariera.
Daca as fi o culoare, as fi rosu.
Pentru ca denota pasiune, energie si insufla optimism.
Daca as fi o stea, as fi Soarele.
Pentru caldura lui si pentru ca poate fi
atat malefic cat si benefic.
Daca as fi un fenomen al naturii, as fi un fulger.
Pentru rapiditate si pentru marea incarcatura electrica.
Daca as fi un verb, as fi verbul a gandi.
Pentru ca gandul e cea mai intima,
sofisticata si relevanta amprenta.
Daca as fi un substantiv, as fi paradox.
Pentru ca orice imposibil e posibil.
Daca as fi un adjectiv, as fi complex.
Pentru ca liniarul e plictisitor.
Daca as fi un sport, as fi patinajul.
Pentru expresivitate si tehnica stilata.
Daca as fi un animal real, as fi un leu.
Pentru regalitatea lui si forta pe care o emana.
Daca as fi un pom, as fi un cires.
Pentru scoarta aromata si pentru florile candide.
Daca as fi un fruct, as fi o afina.
Pentru ca pateaza considerabil desi sunt minuscule.
Daca as fi o floare, as fi o lacramioara.
Pura si rezistenta.

BLUE,TIESTO,RICHARD MARX, A-HA,,MODERN TALKING,Ace Of Base,Enya,Savage Garden,Queen, MICHAEL JACKSON
CARGO,HIM,Metallica,Scorpions, Pink Floyd,LAKE OF TEARS
Mozart, Beethoven, Vivaldi, J. Strauss, Tchaikovsky ...

Saw, Shrek, A beautiful mind, A Walk To Remember, Sweet November, If only...

DOCUMENTARE DISCOVERY
PROFESIONISTII
IN GURA PRESEI -MIRCEA BADEA

"Demonii","Crima si Pedeapsa"-DOSTOIEVSKI(scriitori rusi in general),
"Jocul ielelor"-Camil Petrescu
"Inteligenta emotionala"-Daniel Goleman

Impossible is nothing.
"fara contrarii nu exista progres"-William Blake
"Sa fii liber nu inseamna sa faci tot ce vrei, ci sa stii ca poti sa vrei."-Jean Paul Sartre
"Cand ai 10 pasi de facut, 9 pasi sunt jumatatea drumului."(proverb chinez)
"Prea multe informatii iti creaza impresia de vid"-Jean Pierre April
"Raul e in noi... Totul in lume este coruptibil... Nimic nu e intreg si frumos... si nici nu poate deveni [...]. Mai merita viata asta sa fie traita, daca totul ti se da atat de carpit si de indoielnic?...".Gelu Ruscanu(Jocul Ielelor)